You grew as a man, by observing instead of reacting. When mental clarity and balance are the result, was it really a mistake? Hindsight is 20/20, but you can be confident in the future, too.
When researching artificial intelligence, China is a leader in the integration of the technology in government. Their country has adopted the use of various kinds of equipment.
You feel motivated to do something creative with your time. Nobody can demotivate you or affect your drive to succeed. You envision a life that is tailor made for your existence. Your feelings are strong, so therefore you cannot ignore them.